My meds aren’t working

I suffer from clinical depression and anxiety. There’s no shame in that, it is what it is. For the past year I have spent most days hiding in bed, I am not an active participant in my life and am not present enough for my daughter. I’ve had bad reaction to so many meds that I’ve been afraid to try something new. Things have gotten so bad that I’m ruining my life searching for answers to cope that are unhealthy for me. It’s been like a downward spiral and I’m risking losing everything. I just had a wake up call. If the meds I’m currently on were working, I wouldn’t feel this way. So, as scary as it is to change, I’m going to take the leap. I’ll let you know how it goes.